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[	music	|	b'shem hashem	]

Hey everyone I'm back from camp and it was absolutely insane. There were 23 other girls sleeping in my bunk and four a-m-a-z-i-n-g councelors. I became sooo close to everyone that know it seems like they're my family. Being home is actually really depressing because I miss everyone so fucking much it's crazzzzy. Camp is a completey different world where i'm a whole different person. Everyone accepts me for who I am and I don't feel a need to impress anyone. I can be totally myself and not worry about what people think of me. Two of my closest friends at camp live in completely different countries and we all are wearing out friendship bracelets and we made a pact to never take them off...whenever I look at my wrist I feel like i'm in a way connected to them and that we're never truly apart. Also everyone in my whole ayda (age group) is wearing a peice of yellow string tied around their wrist...everytime I look at it I get a smile on my face because it reminds me to be happy and that I have a whole group of friends from all around the world that love me no matter what.

MEMORIES

Hampshire Hills (staying up all night), the racoon hat, chipmunk in our bunk, kerem ma'alot feud, sheket wars, b'shem hashem, tishes, harry potter wall (obsession), the "entertainer", girl talks, terri talk, cloners, relish, shabbats, shower partys, taking a sh*t in the showerhouse with orrel and avital or shmeeza, "worms, I hate worms" (ellie- I know you're reading this you little stalker! I love you babe), ho-ler (israeli accent), lagit!, shower markers, constipation is contagious, goldrush, York Beach, Portsmouth, (these are for Emanuelle --> spit on her own foot,  she sings african and I speak chinese), the hike no one wanted, swimming in the ice cold water, maccabbia YAD WON!, placing in KET, go go go Joseph, PROUD HOLDERS OF THE ZOOG RECORD AS OF 2005!, mhmmm and I was part of it (coughcoughm i c l e ycoughcough), gav's (a.k.a vag names - poodle), shmata! (I love you shmeeza), staying up the last night -seeing the sunrise - crying as hard as i've ever cried in all my life....and lots lots more that I hold in my mind forever.

KEREM '06 KICKS!! ( get ready because I'M COMING BACK!!  )

"I was one of those people who lived the 10 months just for the two. It was as if I was living the year in black and white and once I came to camp everything would just explode into color" -Daniel Klein

........... it's home

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[	music	|	these words	]

This is my last time on the computer (sob sob) I love everyone sooo fucking much and I'm going to miss you all like fucking crazy. I promise to write everyone I told I would and don't forget to write back. Have an amazing month of summer without me. I'll see you all when I get homee. mwah kisses and hugs xoxo <33333

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[	music	|	beverly hills - weezer	]

2 DAYS !!

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